Cottage Dreams

I have vivid dreams almost every night that I’m lucky enough to remember.

Last night I was at the cottage. I dream often about the cottage my Grandparents owed while I was growing up. In fact, I’d probably say that the cottage is my most common dream setting.

In this one, I was there and my brother was there and Jeff and his brother were there and so was my cousin Paul. I think Grandma must have been there too. I think we were all bored and for some reason the septic system wasn’t working or the water was shut off so Grandma had us peeing in a pail in the bathroom instead of the toilet.

Anyway, it just so happened that at the edge of the carpet going into the kitchen from the dining area, that happened to be the international border line, so there was a border guard who had to stand there. If we wanted to go into the kitchen or the backroom we’d have to go show our documents to the officer and state our business in the other half of the cottage. After a few trips back and forth he’d just start waving us through.

I think we were playing cards and board games. Typical cottage activities. It felt like we were sitting around waiting for something though.

This was one of the dreams where the cottage had a basement too. Seriously, I dream about that cottage several times a month that I can remember. It was a special place to us. One of the worst dreams was when I dreamt I went back to visit and all the forest behind was so logged and developed you could see cottages all over just behind Grandpa’s salt lick for the deer. In another an entire army was doing drills in the back yard.

Yeah, my brain tells odd stories at night, but even so, it’s nice to wake up and feel like I was just there. That cottage will forever be one of my favourite places on earth.

DogBlogs.ca

My new site is live!!

http://DogBlogs.ca

This new site allows dog owners to have their own dog blog – their own site where they can share their dog photos, and stories, and adventures.

It has been live for a couple of hours and I already have sign-ups.

This is the first time I purchased a license to expensive software to run a site rather than programming it myself. I easily saved myself 6 months+ of programming.

I’m hoping it will really take off – it’s a super cool idea if I do say so myself!!

Wrapping up my Job

I’m nearing the end of my job. It’s been 6 years of back to back contracts. Now the end is near – February 6th is my last day.

Because I have some unused holidays, and my boss has no extra money in the project to pay out the time, I am taking off the remaining 5 Mondays. Maybe this will be a good way to phase myself out of there.

I’m not sure what I’m going to do for work. We need to move from here as soon as my house sells. Jeff is being pressured to get himself moved to Parry Sound by April. He is also in a job competition that probably won’t be wound up until April. I’m still not too stressed about that and I think everything will work out and my house will sell exactly when we need it to, and not until then. However no matter what happens, we’re moving soon, so I don’t feel it’s right to seek down and/or secure another decent job here when I’d have to bolt so fast.

There is a call centre that handles incoming computer tech support. I’m sure I could get on there and they wouldn’t care if I left in a couple of months. But if it pays only $10 a hour – how does that compare to unemployment? I’ve never gone on unemployment before and understand that I can’t even do anything to get that set up until I have my Record of Employment after my job is done.

I also earn money online – not too much – but it’s always increasing. I’m sure I’ll have to subtract that income from any unemployment I would qualify for.

I might just start submitting proposals for web design tenders. I really don’t like working for clients and work so much better for myself, but it could be decent money – and I could also subcontract the work. Which is stressful but an option.

Every day I’m a little more anxious about my job ending. I know how horrible it was the last year that I didn’t have a real job and I lived in my Mom’s basement and I had no money and a lot of debt and a lot of collection agencies harassing me on the phone and I was horribly depressed. I don’t want to go in that direction at all – it’s completely unhealthy.

Thankfully Jeff has fully moved in now so I won’t have to pay for all of the mortgage and utility bills on my own anymore. What a comfort! At the same time, I don’t want to be a freeloader.

I’ll just have to remain confident that everything will work out, and in the meantime I’ll explore all my options!

The Holiday

The Holiday

Yesterday afternoon I took myself to the movies while Jeff was busy studying for a job competition he is in.

I was going to see Charlotte’s Web, but so many people have been recommended The Holiday I went to see it instead.

LOVED IT!

5/5 stars!

It’s a wonderful movie – it would be excellent for a bunch of women to go see or to rent for a pj party.

The movie is over two hours long – I love a movie that has some depth to it!

The Holiday is about two women who need a holiday away – both have their focus totally wrong in their bad relationships – so they find each other on an online house swapping website and decide to switch houses for a two week Christmas vacation.

The movie stars Cameron Diaz, Kate Winslet, Jude Law, and Jack Black. I love Jack Black and he’s a real sweetheart in this movie. I’ve never cared for Jude Law, but he didn’t bother me in this one. Kate Winslet and Cameron Diaz are each their beautiful selves.

This movie is full of beautiful scenes and texture and fabrics! Who notices the fabrics and textures? I guess I do – from the stone walls, to the snow covered gate, to the beautiful fabric pillows, and duvets!

I liked this movie so much, I’d go see it again.

Sirius Satellite Radio

Sirius Satellite RadioJeff and I spoiled ourselves this Christmas by buying a Sirius Satellite Radio.

Here are my thoughts so far:

When Travelling: This thing is excellent for roadtrips. It comes with a remote and I can sit in the passenger seat and flip through channels all day .. er.. until Jeff snaps and makes me pick one to stay on.

Installation: We opted out of the installation. With the receiver just on the front dash of Jeff’s truck, we can get decent reception. The problem is that it transmits the sound to the radio via an FM transmitter. On Christmas Day when we were driving back to Jeff’s family’s house it was foggy. The fog brought in a station on EVERY single notch on the FM dial. Therefore every channel had interference so we couldn’t select one to have a clear play back from the satellite radio. We will probably get the radio directly installed for this reason. It isn’t a problem in Northern Ontario, but it was definitely in Southern Ontario.

Internet Play: Since we got home, I’ve discovered that our subscription allows me to listen to many of the channels streaming online. Now this is way cool because I spend a lot of hours working here on my computer so I can have fresh content. Unfortunately none of the news stations Sirius carries are transmitted this way and so far I’ve listened to some really horrible talk radio shows. Last night I listened to several and they all seemed to be aimed at idiots who enjoyed listening to zero value blabber.

Music: There are all kinds of music stations, more than I’ve even fully sampled yet. I really enjoy the Bluegrass station. We listened to the Classic Vinyl station a decent amount too. Right now I’m listening to a 90′s Alternative Rock

Commercials: I’m THOROUGHLY annoyed by the amount of commercials on most of the channels. They all seem to be for Sirius. HELLO SIRIUS – we already bought your product and signed up for a year’s subscription, quit the sales. It is repetitive and irritating. There also seems to be a DJ on every music station that comes on to babble to you briefly every once in awhile.

Information Display: The radio has a text display that is really detailed. It displays the current song and artist. You can even browse the channels by scrolling through the current songs or artists playing rather than the channel. If you have a favourite artist, you can select it and it will notify you when they are playing on any channel. Unfortunately the internet version doesn’t display the name of the current song or program.
There are also 20 minute delayed stock quotes on Bloomberg radio. Oh and if you are a sports fan, you select your favourite teams and it will notify you if there is a game on, and if you choose not to listen to the game, it’ll still display the updated score to you when someone scores.

Selection: There are ALOT of channels – even ones I’ll never touch like French music, Latin, and Religious. There are three comedy channels and we listen to those a lot. They don’t seem to play an entire comedy set though – just bits from stand-up shows, but it displays the comedian on the radio so you can flip if you don’t like their jokes.
I’m a talk radio/news junkie. The Internet has just turned me into such an information fanatic. I wish there was a Canadian all news channel but there isn’t (I swear I read that there at least used to be). CBC is on there so I can tune into the news on the hour at least. There is also a handful of American news stations – a couple from CNN, Fox, Bloomberg, ABC, BBC, NPR, and others.

Sound Quality: Don’t be misled to believe the satellite radio will deliver CD quality sound because it still sounds very radio like – not even as good as a local in-stereo FM site. Perhaps that will change when we have the antennae receiver on the roof and direct wire it into the radio.

Our Radio: We got the Sportster 4 which allows you to record up to 40 minutes of radio if you want. Here is what it looks like:
Sportster 4

So far, I’m enjoying Sirius Satellite Radio. The only FM station I’ve listened to in the last 7 years is CBC radio so this adds some much needed variety.